Reading academic work that is potentially going to be examined off you can be lethally boring, so boring in fact that some sites, like this one here thrive on the ups and downs of said moments. So it was, that on a certain particularly charming Autumn afternoon, i found myself enthralled in the binds and folds of my uni paper work. i woke up at around 10am, i know, sehr sehr lazy, bad me! In my defense however, i went to bed at past 4 {A.M ofcos, what are you thinking?!?!}, had a sumptuous breakfast, see, i was bought this awesome cereal, crunchy with bits of dried strawberries and a cinnamon and raisin bagel, yum! i sat and watched something on tv, can’t remember what, thought about the reading and promptly lulled myself back to sleep instead of planned shower, only to wake up {finally, … at 12! its not even funny!}, had said shower and managed to drag myself off to go a-reading!
Because libraries tend to be dingy, dull, studious and generally depressive, i chose to go to Queens park, about 15 minutes walking distance from my place. It was warm and the idea of sitting in the grass watching toddlers play in the play area, teenagers lounge around, kicking a ball here and there, whilst the old couple walked gingerly past seemed endlessly inspiring! Just a little before 2 pm, I was nicely settled in. I found a little patch of grass with the ultimately most optimizing view; read… i could see the teens, the toddlers and their flustered minders, and to even it out, i could see the pond too, with its few birds swooning in and away. At the far right hand side, i could see the museum, whilst to my right was the ever-so-enticing ice-cream van! I debated getting some then, but seeing as i wasn’t yet hungry, i promised myself a cone upon finishing the second paper on my list and head phones firmly plugged and set, lovely Joshua Radin music playing, i set out to do the inevitable.
Now here exists my conundrum, for me to maximize my output, its imperative that i have no outstanding business matters and chores that might get in the way, interfering with my flow. Also, i have a somewhat intricate balancing act with my mum at the moment, she is on a mission to ensure that i finish Uni on time, and to do this, she believes in checking up on me every so often, which means that everyday, we talk or chat, sometimes a couple of times, and it is only fitting i thought, to do this before i really got in the thick of things and could not pull away, which might inadvertently inducing worrying, which would require yet more time to diffuse, and whilst i was talking to her, might as well clean house, you know, get rid of emails, and well, … emails. ofcos plus the occasional general browsing. Today’s agenda being a phone. I need to upgrade my entirely too moody one, it has its own system of work ethics that completely ignore mine, often translating to, me missing calls and texts and occasionally randomly running out of charge, plus, i have no idea how to transfer the fotos from its memory to anyone/anything. The Bluetooth function is dodgy and the camera settings are worrisome, they take too big fotos to be sent via text or multi media, and refuse to adjust down, TSK!
So it was that i found myself, {after my très importante call, and trashed emails} googling phones, their specifications, costs, reputation Et cetera, Et cetera, and WOW! sooooooooo many phones out there in the market, it took me about an hour just to go through the options for good camera phones, and the list that selected the good reception one was just about scary, i ignored that for a while and decided to explore the battery life, memory, resolution, user friendliness, and all this before i even considered options outside of calling and texting. So when i moved on to internet connection and was introduced to the concept of android, i just about exhaled, a little out of breath from the sheer myriad of possibilities. i felt my head spin once, then i looked at the volumes of available apps, some i did not even realize existed or dare conceive their applicability and then it was not just one, but a complete couple of cycles of proper head spinning as all thought process became a jumbled mess of gadgety-images!
I went looking for a simple gadget, somewhat ignorant to the time past and research and technology that has since the second world war transformed public switched telephone systems to radio transceivers and on to today’s cellular technology and microprocessor control systems that enable automatic and intimately pervasive use of mobile phones for both voice and data. whilst before, all we could store were numbers in a pretty limited scroll down list, today, when we add someone into our little pocket mini computers, we have the option to include their entire bio specs. Mobile number and name no longer deemed enough, we can add, their home, office,alternate numbers, their full physical address, dates of note like birthdays and anniversaries, employment details, car registration, email address, multiple emails, web sites…and all this pertaining to just the one individual, and to top it up, we also put a photo ID, just incase… and when we don’t feel like communicating, we can choose to shop online, listen to music, watch / listen to world news, take photos, edit photos, publish photos, and then check that the money received has indeed gone to the right accounts, again, online! We can make videos, watch movies, play games, competitively play games, record conversations, ours and others’…there is just soooooo much that one small contraption can do! its crazy in its genius, and a little sadly so too.
For further reach, with all this information about people, we are no longer limited to just calling them, we can chat, text, email, video call…or comment on their web sites and blog pages…all from the comforts of our homes, cars, offices, anywhere, even in the cafes. So in the quest to make the globe a real village where time and space are no longer limiting constraints on how we interact, i wondered, looking around me, where did the days of just sitting in the park and absorbing the grand designs of nature go? when did we become so self-absorbed and snobbish that the guy sitting next to me, massive ear phones firmly cupping his scalp and deafening music playing from his iPod all but faded into non-existence? ofcos i caught the irony of it all with me and my ear-phones too, marveling at the wonder of how technology that is essentially created on the concept of enabling people to reach out more to one another, make communication a lot easier and efficient has instead also encouraged self-sustaining individualism.
Though by making the world a global village, one would assume travelling is made easier, resources more flexible and transferable, it also means that if i wanted, i did not really have to leave my home to do anything. I could earn an online degree, video call all my friends, shop online as far and wide as i please, and better yet, bring entertainment right to me, heck, if i so desired, i may never leave the house, even mega retailers conspire to make us lazy and agoraphobic, i can order salmon online, vegetables, all kinds of necessities and, save money, seeing as there is no point shopping for clothes, shoes etc if i wont wear them out to anywhere, and if i really explore that line, might as well not invest in luxuries such as perfumes, make up… and then where shall we end up? It’s a scary thought that! so in an attempt not to further support this degenerative behavior, i pondered my options, see,i really like Joshua Radin, so shall i unplug my head set and bombard fellow park goers with music, and hope they too enjoy it? fearing that i might get arrested for public disturbance, i shelf’d that idea quick, and next on the list was packing up my laptop all together and people-watching. the problem with this one is, people watching has ceased to be as entertaining, everyone is engrossed in their own world, no one is interacting with nature, other humans anymore, and to ensure they remain in and within their own little cocoons, they too are lost in the contraptions of technology bursting gadgets they carry with them. What point is there in going to the park, and then spending the entire time on your laptop blogging about being in the park, isn’t it rather redundant? Shouldn’t we perhaps first enjoy the park and then blog about it? And maybe in the process, heighten and enhance our social skills?
Then again, this was me finding a justifiable reason for my rather obvious procrastination issues, and by the time my mind kicked in and reminded me i was finding reason to be on my laptop and not focus on my uni work, time had really flown, it was almost 5pm and the day was nearing a close. ice cream long forgotten, decision on which phone to get not nearly reached and Uni work sadly neglected, i left the park that i never really visited, shaking my head at the irony of puzzling over soo many decisions, yet making no real progress in any productive direction, save for the fact that, i have officially decided that:
I will be a public nuisance, i will NOT carry my laptop to cafes, instead i will meet with friends and strangers there, and actually talk to them,
I will walk and take rests in parks, i will actually lie flat on my back on the lush grass and watch clouds pass by, birds fly by and hopefully manage to miss my open mouth when they poop, i will enjoy the parks by scream!
I will find a phone that simplifies matters and doesn’t make me feel like am an undercover agent when i meet new people and i require their details so i can keep in-touch,
I will visit the library, {okay, maybe not that one} but i will definitely go to the office when work calls.
Also, when procrastinating, i will do something fun, not something that instead raises more questions, and paints the world into a sad society whose technical feats and accomplishments seem degenerative instead of progressive.